This was written for the Neo Twiny Jam in 500 words or less.
It's an introspective essay, bordering on rant, about how comparing yourself to others can be so frustrating and painful. There is bitterness and seething rage in the words. This is paralleled with dark styling, using multiple colors but mostly black and red.
The emotion feels real here. They mention how they theoretically could just walk away from it all, but the desire to do so isn't there.